I apologise and say thank you

I apologise for taking so long to dare to listen to you.

I apologise for the inconsistencies I’ve been dragging along.

I apologise for letting fear speak in my words and actions.

I apologise for not having had the courage to defend you when I should have defended you.

I apologise, for having disappointed myself in some of my steps.

I apologise, for the times I did the necessary and impossible.

I apologise for all the times I wished I could leave the battlefield and throw in the towel.

I apologise for not being able to get the best of me.

I apologise for every judgment I made, especially those I made without love.

I apologise for all the times that my actions were not guided by understanding and compassion.

I ask forgiveness for all the times I forgot about you, about nature, about the world.

I ask forgiveness to all the people who share this planet with me, to all the beautiful creatures and elements that embellish it and to myself, for having failed you, for having failed me.

And I say thank you.

I say thank you, for having taken so long to dare to listen to you.

I am grateful for the inconsistencies I have been dragging along.

I’m thankful that I let fear speak in my words and actions.

I am thankful that I did not have the courage to defend you when I should have.

I am thankful, for having disappointed myself in some of my steps.

I am thankful for the times I did the necessary and the impossible.

I am thankful for the times I wished I could leave the battlefield and throw in the towel.

I am thankful, for not being able to get the best of me.

I am thankful for every judgment I made, especially those I made without love.

I am grateful for all the times that my actions were not guided by understanding and compassion.

I am grateful for all the times I forgot about you, about nature, about the world.

I thank all the people who share this planet with me, all the beautiful creatures and elements that embellish it and myself, for having failed you, for having failed me.

I will always ask for forgiveness and give thanks.

Always, I will ask for forgiveness and give thanks,

even for those pardons that are yet to come.